To You Whom I Love The Most

I love the way you drive my car
and the way you move,
I find it cute when you file your nails
and how you eat your food.

I love your curly hair
I love the way you talk
Your accent drives me crazy
You’re sexy when you walk.

I love it when I make you smile
and how your eyes dance with glee
I love the way you laugh out loud
when you’re teasing me.

I love it when you hold me tight
and when you kiss my neck,
I love the way you take care of me
especially when I’m sick.

I love the way you flirt with me
I think that it’s really hot
I love your plain white tee’s
whether you’re wearing it or not.

I love it when you take my hand
and when you keep me close,
I love the smell of your aftershave
but I love the scent of you on me the most.

I like it when you touch my face
and when you wipe my tears,
Your embrace, so full of love
can push away my fears.

It’s okay if you are quiet,
as long as you are there,
when you are around me,
my problems, I don’t care.

I love you just the way you are
You have made me so happy
I won’t ask for anything more because,
You mean the world to me.

Words of Wisdom from my Dad

We always think of what we miss, we seldom think of what we have.

I, after the storm

I made a desicion.
I made a mistake.
I made a choice.

I am not worthy.
I am struggling.
I am only human.

I was lost.
I was broken.
I was changed.

I learned to live.
I learned to love.
I learned to let go.

I will make it.
I will feel better.
I will be whole again.

Ulan

Sa bawat pagluha ng makulimlim na langit
Init ng yakap mo ang gustong makamit

Sumilong ka na sa payong kong mumunti
Kahit mabasa man ako at hindi na makauwi

Bumaha, bumagyo, kahit magunaw ang mundo
Ayos lang ang lahat basta't ikaw ang kasama ko

Hoy babae!

Sa tuwing nasisilayan ko ang inyong mga litrato
Hindi ko mapigilang makaramdam ng init ng ulo
Ngunit hindi maiwasan na makita kita
Dahil sa naging parte ka na ng buhay nya.

Kahit anong pilit kong alisin ka sa aking isipan
Tila nabahiran mo na ng sakit at galit
Pigilan nya man ang pagkamuhi ko sayo
Ayaw ko talagang nakikita ang pagmumukha mo!

Something that reminds me of you

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
"In relationships it is impossible to find someone who will never hurt you. So go for the one who makes all the pain worth it."

Lessons learned as time goes on

Tuesday, April 11, 2006
1. Never expect but expect the unexpected.
2. Smile, laugh and love. It will always make you feel better.
3. Never take anyone for granted.
4. Never take advantage.
5. Think before you act. And I mean really THINK ABOUT IT.
6. It's better to help than to be helped.
7. Live your life to the fullest but make sure you are doing the right thing. Don't just do it because you just feel like doing it.
8. Always look your best. You'll never know whom you will meet along the way.
9. Always give in/it your best.
10. With great power, comes great responsibility. :p

Wishful thinking

Thursday, December 8, 2005
I remember someone recently told me he was a realist, when it came to matters of life and especially love. I respect anyones opinion when it came to that issue. I realized that I was never a realist. After analyzing my thoughts and experiences, I would say I should have transformed into one after accpeting all the different facts of (my sorrowful) life that I have encountered.

I am an idealist.

The real world sucks and I think daydreaming is one thing that can help you escape the cruel fate of reality. I would rather muse awake to fulfill my wishes and hopes rather than sleep, thinking about my own misery.

I always have been a hopeless romantic and even though having a dozen zillion heartaches, that does not stop me from having fantasies and wish that someday I would be able to reach my dreams and be happy.

Idealists are artists. Realists are cynics. :p Fate can really suck, that's why we must always have faith.

I still believe that there is something beautiful waiting out there for me.

Praning!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Kapag may nangyari sayo na masama, saka lang may nag-aalala. Minsan naisip ko ano kaya kung may mangyaring masama sakin? Magaalala ka kaya tulad ng pag-aalala ko sayo?

Minsan iniisip ko kung may silbi pa ba ang pagiinarte ko o sayang lang? Kung pababayaan na lang kita hindi ko yata kaya. Magtiis na lang ako kahit nahihirapan.

Minsan hinahanap ko ang iyong atensyon pero pakiramdam ko ang utak mo ay nasa ibang direksyon. Alam kong nagaalala ka rin, malabo lang talaga ang mundo natin.

Sana magtagpo, sana maituwid. Masakit sa ulo.

Minsan alam kong sumosobra na ako. Minsan nakakainis na nga. Bakit kailangan kong umarte ng ganito? Hindi kasi kita maramdaman. Hindi ka kasi nagpaparamdam. O manhid lang ako?

Bakit parang sa umpisa lang nagiging masaya?

Minsan naaalala ko ang nakaraan. Natatakot akong bumalik ito sakin. Kaya dapat siguro hindi ko seryosohin? Hindi ko na alam ang dapat kong gawin.

Hinahanap ka nilang lahat. Sino ang hinahanap mo?

Minsan naisip kong pakawalan ka na lang pero hindi ko magawa dahil mahal talaga kita.

Praning na kung praning. Mahal kasi kita, kaya kasalanan mo ito.

Ouch

Sunday, October 09, 2005
Something I realized about life and love. Never give too much and expect nothing in return. Never give less, just give what you can and be happy.

Does rebellion ever make a difference?

Tuesday, October 04, 2005
A question for those who think your freedom has been taken away from you. The simplest things that make you satisfied with your life; for them it is a crime. And you know that you have not done anything wrong.

Nag-iisa

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